I couldn't protect her, could I? Kill, kill, and kill, but not protect. Did she really speak to me or was that just merely the Gate's illusions?
...Or was it a dream? She's gone. The dead are dead - they can't speak, no less forgive.
Sympathy. Happiness. Sadness.Guilt. Are they truly there or am I imagining? And even if they are, how soon until they fade.
A killer in every sense. Blood can be rinsed, but the stain cannot be erased. Am I really so different from the others?
[ ooc: Epic mind!trauma for Hei thanks to Samara, as pay back for killing her during the last curse. All guards are dropped for now, so what you see now is Hei laid bare. At least his psychologically. Also, Hei isn't really...a complete Contractor. Hence the source of his paranoia/what not. 8D;; ]
But Contractors can't dream
Sympathy. Happiness. Sadness.Guilt. Are they truly there or am I imagining? And even if they are, how soon until they fade.
A killer in every sense. Blood can be rinsed, but the stain cannot be erased. Am I really so different from the others?
[ ooc: Epic mind!trauma for Hei thanks to Samara, as pay back for killing her during the last curse. All guards are dropped for now, so what you see now is Hei laid bare. At least his psychologically. Also, Hei isn't really...a complete Contractor. Hence the source of his paranoia/what not. 8D;; ]
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