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22 April 2008 @ 11:03 pm
✘122 | voice post  
I couldn't protect her, could I? Kill, kill, and kill, but not protect. Did she really speak to me or was that just merely the Gate's illusions?
...Or was it a dream? She's gone. The dead are dead - they can't speak, no less forgive.

But Contractors can't dream

Sympathy. Happiness. Sadness.Guilt. Are they truly there or am I imagining? And even if they are, how soon until they fade.



A killer in every sense. Blood can be rinsed, but the stain cannot be erased. Am I really so different from the others?




[ ooc: Epic mind!trauma for Hei thanks to Samara, as pay back for killing her during the last curse. All guards are dropped for now, so what you see now is Hei laid bare. At least his psychologically. Also, Hei isn't really...a complete Contractor. Hence the source of his paranoia/what not. 8D;; ]
 
 
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Nina Fortner: ∞ [ you're the worst ][info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 07:32 am (UTC)
Leave him alone! You think traumatizing him further is really going to help?
Takasugi Shinsuke: manry chest[info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 07:34 am (UTC)
I'm merely inquiring as to why he continues to play at being a model citizen of society. I've seen that man's true nature.
Nina Fortner: ∞ [ still absorbing ][info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 07:35 am (UTC)
There's a difference between playing and trying. I believe he's trying to change.

Hei is not heartless. He's just lost.
Takasugi Shinsuke: the world on fire[info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 07:36 am (UTC)
It will only result in failure. It still calls to him ...that same voice that echoes in my mind, begging for slaughter. He can't resist it.
Nina Fortner: ∞ [ someone else ][info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 07:37 am (UTC)
Shut up!

I've seen monsters, and I've seen humans. Hei is no monster. Don't you antagonize him!
Takasugi Shinsuke: how amusing[info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 07:38 am (UTC)
I see what that man wants better than you, and I only wish to find the means to grant his true desire.
Nina Fortner: ∞ [ you're the worst ][info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 07:42 am (UTC)
Because you have his best interests at heart?
Takasugi Shinsuke: I'd still tap me[info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 07:43 am (UTC)
Of course.
Nina Fortner: ∞ [ where is your brain ][info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 07:43 am (UTC)
What a good friend you are. I'm touched.
Takasugi Shinsuke: sleepy or high or both[info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 07:44 am (UTC)
I never said we were friends. I only live next door to him.
Nina Fortner: ∞ [ disbelief is my life ][info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 07:48 am (UTC)
Then why do you care so much about what he's trying to be?
Takasugi Shinsuke: moderate conversation[info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 07:52 am (UTC)
Because there are aspects of him that could benefit me greatly. But enough about me.

Why do you insist on interfering?
Nina Fortner: ∞ [ you're no fun ][info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 07:54 am (UTC)
...That sounds like something...Johan could have said...

Because he's my friend, and I don't want him to suffer.
Takasugi Shinsuke: 'nother crazy face[info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 07:55 am (UTC)
If you continue to do so, I won't hesitate in slicing your head off.
Nina Fortner: ∞ [ come to bed ][info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 07:58 am (UTC)
You consider me a threat, then? Here I thought you were so sure of yourself and your supposed understanding of him.
Takasugi Shinsuke: abhorrence[info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 08:01 am (UTC)
It's not a threat which motivates me. I consider you an annoyance.
Nina Fortner: ∞ [ dress like a whore ][info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 08:03 am (UTC)
Well I consider you to be pathetic. I guess we can't all get what we want.

Try your threats on someone who's actually scared of you.
Takasugi Shinsuke: this pipe is tasty[info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 08:07 am (UTC)
Think whatever you wish. You're not anyone of interest to me.

But I'll only grant you that one warning about getting in the way of my own ambition.
Nina Fortner: ∞ [ you're the worst ][info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 08:09 am (UTC)
If you're honestly threatening to kill me, I'd like to see you try. Maybe getting struck down a notch or two will teach you some humility.
Takasugi Shinsuke: when you put it that way[info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 08:24 am (UTC)
That could be arranged.
(no subject) - [info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 08:25 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 08:33 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 08:34 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 08:38 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 08:39 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 08:41 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 08:43 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 08:45 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 08:46 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [info]oneeyedbeast on April 23rd, 2008 08:46 am (UTC)
(no subject) - [info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 08:46 am (UTC)
Hei  ☆ [BK-201]: I'll kill you.[info]contractorly on April 23rd, 2008 05:51 pm (UTC)
There's no need to defend me, Nina. Sticking your nose into things when you really know nothing -- is this your attempt to be noble? Foolish

He'll kill you.

[ooc: ...;; Hei = dick ]
Nina Fortner: ∞ [ i'll amuse you ][info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 09:43 pm (UTC)
I'm just trying to help you, whether you see it or not. You don't need that kind of influence right now.

He won't. I'm not helpless. Don't worry about it.
Hei  ☆ [BK-201]: You disgust me.[info]contractorly on April 23rd, 2008 10:37 pm (UTC)
Stay out of my business, Nina. You have no reason to care - your sympathy means nothing to me.

Don't get yourself killed for my sake.

I warned you.
Nina Fortner: ∞ [ didn't know father ][info]legislated on April 23rd, 2008 10:39 pm (UTC)
A person doesn't choose to care for someone else. So whether or not it means anything to you, I care. And I'm not only doing this for you. A man like that shouldn't be allowed to get away with what he does.
Hei  ☆ [BK-201]: Uncertainty[info]contractorly on April 23rd, 2008 11:12 pm (UTC)
And you expect to stop him? I'm sure you know just well as me that the dead don't stay dead here.
 
 

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